Simple as that
Nightime is not the right time to eat, its the worsr time of the day to eat, so from now on only during the day do i eat. I find other things to do during the nite:) Food is for energy, do not eat it if you arent going to use it. Or else your body has no choice but to store it as fat. Simple as that.
Its just food. As long as im in moderation. And fuck it, im on my period bitch. This afternoon im doing my hw the whole time he’s at work & i’ll have a snack. instead of housework & gym. But during the day im going to get as much exercise as possible to feel better & stay healthy still ofcourse ya know:)
So, i ate a bit more food last night before i went to sleep cuz i was really like realllyyyyy hungry. But it wasnt a binge. But now im feeling that morning after hunger that i dont like, where my stomach is really sore & i feel like im really hungry but im not bc i just ate enough the nite before to supply me half of today!. I was doing good before, i was just eating too little. I think i...
Sorry everybody for the kinda crappy pics of my...
BUT im guna figure out a way to get the pics to look like they really do in real life„, which is soooo much more delicious looking haha.
I am so glad that im better today. Im so much back to normal, im happy, and moderated, and chilled out so much more! Period crap is almost out of my system. Geez last night was a horrible horrible night of period emotional depression. I even cried to sleep. Like what is that? Anyway good day today, great nutrition, gym was good, got to tan a little, but i still look so white! gah And now im...
Tomorrow im not talking to anyone, im not going on facebook, instagram, texting nothing. I just need to cut myself out from the world for a while. I need solemnity with no thoughts, no worries, just math. Fuck yeah. Fuck the world and everyone and everything. Im just going to go to sleep & knock the fuck out. Peace out.