July 2012
119 posts
June 2012
157 posts
June 29 -- 128.6 lbs
So, this morning i weighed myself just cause idk i do it once in a while now just to check on things, but i weighed in at 128.6 lbs! Like wow. 8ve come so far, i honestly dont know how ive come this far but im so happy ive changed and am still changing everyday workimg towards being the best i can be, and doing the best i can do. I have to admit tho, its been a tough rocky journey, and a bit...
So
I weighed myself this morning, and im 131 biatchezz woohoo. So, this time i am absolutely NOT messing up, im so happy now, than i was before, so theres no way in the world that im going back there to that dark place again. I will be strong i will be happy, and i will keep going, and i wont stop. I want to see that # in the 120s n im almost there! Fuckin 11 more lbs n im there! Then all i gotta do...
New beach
We ended up leavin that beach n went all the way down by our home n went to white plains, we cooked breakfast on our grill in a picnic table area, open to the public for free! Its frikin amazing, we’re so comin here way more often! Then we swam for an hour, now we’re tanning. And u kno wats even better? Im on the 3rd day, day 3 of 3, and im doing greattt. I said i wuld come back from...
Beach
At waimea beach now, we had to cut our camp short cuz we didnt have a permit n our parents want us home. Lame. Anyway, theres no sun out here, n its friggin colddd, n i hope the sun gets nice n hotttt sooon cuz that wuld be awsomeee, but im just guna keep waiting bc tan skin rlly helps to look even slimmer, n i need all the help i can get rite now since i gained some. But today is day 3 of...
1 day down
Its midnite, and i did it! Day 1 of 3. This is guna be nothin, bc i choose to make it that way. Lifes wat u make it. Tomorrow i got a beach jog in the am, then swim for half the day, then a 2nd jog in the pm, and calisthenics in between throughout the day. Im guna turn my phone off n imma be out in nature gettin back to myself, so i wont have an update till i get back home on wed, and report an...
Having a really hard time seeing myself out of this hole, i dug myself way deep. I go so much fatter. But i just have to remember that it was only 3 days, and i only gained a pound n a half, and i can loose that in 2 days. And the 3 day i’ll be back on my way.
AND i’ve done this a million times, have the confidence that i can do anything i want to, and that its SO much easier than it...
If you are really serious about losing weight, you...
Going on a bootcamp!
My own bootcamp with my bro n cousin for the next 4 days.
Im just going to be doing intense exercise & cleansing & burning a ton of fat!
And then wen i get back home, i’ll be continuing my bootcamp & changing it up a bunch so i’ll have a huge variety of stuff to do.
And all this is also to get ready for 4th of July, where i’m guna take tons of pictures, and wear...
Over it
Now, focusing the next 2 months, planning, and reaching gw— 120 lbs, here i come!
And gettin me a new, better boyfrend:) or single i honestly dont care. I just need to get my body & get my A’s:))
I just want my hotness, and im the happiest woman forever.
Tomorrow will be better, The day after will be...
And every day after that will just keep getting better and better.
Be strong. Hold on. RUN!
Goal weight- One more month. Here i come!
Going to do a 3 day peach cleanse, to get me back on track! -2500 each day ;D wooohoooo Goal weight, one more month, here i come!
Im at the highest point, sick of it all.
I cant get all into cooking or food, period, bc it ends up taking over my mind.
I just have to change to doing the minimum, eating plainly for my necessity, and live for life not food. Goodbye food, you’re no longer my life. Im losing all my weight. Im shrinking the hell down.
The days of food obsession, and fat & big, are over.
Good day
Had a good day today, me n the bf went to a waterfall double date w our usualz, then went downtown and did some pool & jacuzzi hoppin for the rest of the evening. Then we came back to my place and now we’re sleeping over my house for the first time. He was so tired tho so he knocked out a long time ago, and i was too but then i just culdnt go to sleep & i cleaned like the whole...
People who say: 'Is it because I'm black'
10% : Black people
90%: White people
Feel like im at a plateau >.< But still keep...
Just ran 5.2 miles tonight with my bro & lil cousin riding her bike:) Avrg speed was over 5 mph so not too bad cuz i did the whole thing without any music at all! Wow that was a first for me btw, i always need my music for longer distant runs, but i really just enjoyed the wind & nature & breathing & my shoes hitting the pavement. It was just plain goodness:)
Idky, ever since my...
Got to do it
Frustrated. Bc i want to reach my gw already. I want to cut down all this fat. Its just annoying me more than ever. I want to just shrink smaller & smaller & smaller. Idc anymore about being able to eat like a dude, i got to minus the calories needed to lose the weight.
And im going to increase my intake just a little, and make it healthy again. But then im going to be more active so i...
J u s t B r e a t h e: Bulking VS. Cutting →
beccasfitlife:
Bulking: This is a time period when an athlete/bodybuilder/etc. creates a specific routine and diet to help them gain muscle mass. This usually means eating at maintenance or surplus with a lot of protein and doing higher weight, lower rep weight lifting.
Cutting: This is when the athlete wants…
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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
It just hit me right now
Im so stupid for getting myself involved with a guy like this! Wat was i thinking!? holy fuck. Now what do i do….. i mean yea i know him more than i did then, and evryone says he’s a good guy, but i dont really believe all of it. idk, guess i’ll just have fun.
