February 2012
157 posts
Oh man i seriously cant get myself to do a fruit cleanse to reset my appetite, so the junk food pandemic never ends! my stomach is not shrunken, im not a true hungry so all i’ll eat is junk for the taste. This sucks. so today im going to eat 1000-1500.
All i can think about for the past like weeks is how to get myself to do this, while my school is not in its best shape. i skipped class, i...
January 2012
198 posts
Stay miserable as hell, or do what you know you...
Yay my post has been helping to motivate all these note people! Keep spreadin the goodness;D
Guess what? This summer you're going to be skinny....
Woohoo im so glad my post has inspired all these note poeple!!;D
but why is my dash dead, reblog for a follow ....
journey-to-be-skinny-and-fit:
Prefer fitblogs but if not it’s fine.
The very last time im saying this.
My lifestyle is changed rite here rite now, from here on. I will be skinny by summer, I still have 4-5 months at the most. I will atleast make it close to my gw by then. 2012 is my first actual skinny summer ever, & the beginning of skinny for the rest of my life. But I have to start now. I will not repeat last semester, last winter, last summer, or the last 4 years. This shit is over. Im doin...
Things I want to be able to say and mean it:
iwillgetitrighttoday:
“I’m feeling sexy and free.”
“I used to be fat.”
“This used to be so tight on me.”
“They have my size!!!”
“I love myself.”
“I am beautiful.”
“This was me a year ago.”
“Everyone, this is my boyfriend, [insert future boyfriend’s name here].”
“You can borrow my shirt if you want.”
“I did it!”
Guess what? This summer you're going to be skinny....
Stay miserable as hell, or do what you know you...
So far from where I want to be, so far from who I want to be. I am nothing like I want myself to be. I just hope so much that I can be all I want to be. If I never can achieve it all, I atleast have to know that I tried the best I could do. The only way I can know that is if I first lose all this fuckin bondage weight.
2nd reality check
I’m sitting next to my bro on the bus, and I was just thinking how wwe both grew up, and then I sincerely looked at myself & felt my being… From the inside… And thought, how did I ever get this fat? I’m sitting here in my uniform, literally half suffocating, I just want to rip off this belt & all these clothes. I don’t think I’ve ever been so...
The thing is, i dont want to wake up skinny. I want to feel what its like to accomplish something that great of losing like 45 lbs! I want to discipline myself. I want to change my lifestyle. I hate the way i live now. I hate being sluggish & lazy. I want to be the best i can be. I want to be proud of my body, proud of myself. And earn this shit. Bc it will be SO much better when i do, &...
Enough is enough
OK, today i ate 1700 calories…. for lunch… in one meal! at mcdonalds. thats some sick shit. remember this day everybody, the last day you will ever witness this discusting habit. I am done now. Im about to embark an incredible journey. I kid you not. better watchout. ;]
Calorie overdose
I have no frickin idea how much I just ate, but I am feelin it. My body feels like legit crap now just full of rubish, thanks to the team of my tongue & mind. but I’m guna calculate it all & report back in before the day is done.
Reminder to myself!
The reasons why i cant binge, EVER, in a diet is bc once i do, its extremely hard/basically impossible to get right back the next day, bc my brain is just wired that way. THe only way im going to succeed is if i go cold turkey & ditch all the junk food, & push it thru, & a binge for me can only go as far as 1200 calories. not 2500!
When guys say they like a girl with "curves"...
countdowntoskinnysummer:
fitandwild:
keep-calm-get-healthy:
I’m sure they don’t mean the curves in your tummy rolls or those curves of your muffin top. Not the curves of your thunder thighs or the curves of your enormous calves.
They mean the curves of big boobs, the curve of a tiny waist to your hips, and the curve of a round toned butt.
Those curves, hourglass figure. Lets be real, these...
Ate one musubi & this cinn coffee cake. And wasnt worth it at all. none of it. i felt so grouse after i had to brush my teeth wen i got home! HAHA thats hilarious. But now, im in this eating mode, i hate it wen i get this way, but i just want to eat junk, just bc i feel like it. wheres all my motivation? wheres all my desire to accomplish my weight goals? what in the frickin world am i doing?
;(((
Feelin like shit now, I shulda known this was guna happen but I had already convinced my self that it wuld b worth it. But was it? Not at all. Not after actually being where I am now, I really feel the feeling I hate the most. Stuffed & fat. Ate 1700 cals today within like 4 hrs, & I am completely sluggish lazy & tired now. Shuld I fast tomorow? Or just slowly bring it down & eat...
sugar cravings
So these past 2-3 days i been having so much cravings for refined sugar, so far i been able to push past it, but today i rlly wanted the icecream in the freezer but its probly 300 cals, but i also have this granola bar thats only 140, so im guna eat the bar instead & hope that it’ll help, hopefully not make it worse, bc i been eating fruits, but yea im making durastic changes so im going...
